Bounce
7 pm October 6 2007 Saturday
"Vey is mir, but keep bouncing"
I have never tried blogging in the evening, but here goes
Communicated from my Higher Self
Why not let’s give it a whirl. She wrote a story in the morning, then she swam, then sent it on email to a few people, then she posted it here on this blog. Somewhere in the middle she read some of her mystery, and fell asleep. Waking up from sleep is hardest time for her. Discomfort from ascension booboo is strongest then, it alarms her, and she is in between two worlds. The hum of a clicked-on mind is not there. Strictly speaking she is in a daze. Altho she snaps out of it when she clicks on her computer. Any concentrated work on computer is very beneficial to her now, whatever it is.
OK let’s talk about the ascension booboo, it has been long time now. But remember it is part of a constellation of things which are going on now. In other words she is specifically aware of the ascension booboo, but not specifically aware of what it represents. The various changes taking place in her mind. Altho she is somewhat aware that changes are taking place there.
She only focuses on the discomfort of the booboo -- but it has caused change in many habits. For one thing talking is difficult (speech). So she has become exceptionally quiet. She says very little. She answers Bill when he says something because he likes an answer. He likes to know she heard him. And she responds, because he likes a response. She expresses appreciation or agreement with perceptions he shares. Or warm hearted response when that is called for. But everything she says is in very few words. It is a style of speech she never adopted before. Quiet, because she cannot talk loud, short, clear, very few words. But communication works and works faster.
What is interesting tho, she has discovered that laughing does not irritate her mouth, only the formation of words. She can laugh forever, and as loudly as she wants. The result is when Bill says something funny it sets off gales of laugher in her. Somehow the more she laughs, the more spontaneously she laughs. Sometimes she finds herself laughing at something funny he said without it even registering in her mind.
Plus it makes her so happy to be laughing out loud like that, because speech itself is such a sore point. Basically what it has come down to is she is free to laugh as much as she wants, but speech is inhibited. The laughing is a bonus because of course it makes Bill happy that his jokes have set his wife off into gales of laugher, and she likes it that she can have such full response to something he said. And because laughing is so much fun.
And so I would describe this period as Annie is weathering it out. She has no choice about it, that is her only option. I will say this to all of you, there are many odd unusual bonuses in this period, which may be overlooked because it is no fun to weather things out. But when it is over, the bonuses will remain. You are starting to become a new person. And you will find that very interesting.
And you will see everyone, and everything, in clearer better perspective. Think of it as the scales dropping from your eyes. I know life may be restricted now, but it has to be restricted while you are processing so much tension. So keep your chin up. This is a memorable time. Something HUGE is being born. And you, all of you, are birthing it together.
You will not be the same person when it is over. But you won’t realize it. Because who you will be is who you are. In other words, finally it will be the perfect fit. It will feel so natural, that you won’t remember, the little alterations which had to be made before this period began. And you certainly won’t remember your experience of alterations being made. You will just be delighted with perfect fit, You fit yourself perfectly.
So all I can say, is what I have been saying all along. All this is being done for your perfect happiness. And be assured, perfect happiness is yours now. And what can be more natural than perfect happiness.
So God bless you all, don’t let the trying-ness of this time, get you down. Bounce back. You will be surprised how much bounce you have. In fact that is one of the odd attributes of this time, you are always being knocked down always bouncing back.
All my love to all of you, Annie's Higher Self
post script, vey is mir is Yiddish, for O no, nothing is right, all is wrong, I can’t stand it....
Comment by Annie, I just read it. It is certainly a happy and inspired interpretation of what is going on now. And I don’t want to be a kvetch, but it’s not exactly a picnic lol
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