HUGE!

"Joan thinking" by Haiku Helen

September 30 2007 Sunday 7:59 am “HUGE!”

Communicated by my Higher Self

Lulu is on her sun couch greeting the morning. Beanie is at Annie’s feet stretched out by the desk. Bill is drinking his coffee, reading his book, history, in the front parlor by the open door with screen door, and all the light. A basset hound, a corgi shepherd mix, and a nice man.

Annie’s family.

She made coffee for her and Bill and french toast for herself, and had her french toast and coffee, first cup of coffee, out on picnic table in back yard.

Then she refilled Bill’s coffee cup and came in here and Beanie followed her in.

He follows her where she goes.

Lulu got off her sun couch and is walking around her back yard. Bill got up from his chair and is taking his shower. Beanie has not moved neither has Annie.

Yesterday was strange interesting intense day for Annie. The weather wasn’t stormy, but filled with thick clouds which felt like they were filled with rain. She woke up excited about her new Blog and blogging with me. She loves it that this is all brand new. She hasn’t had an absolutely brand new activity in her life in long time. Where there are no expectations, all is unknown, all is adventure. The freshness of it. After she blogged with me and posted it, she worked formatting her new blog, which she loved. There was no pressure, she wasn’t in a rush to get it done. Everything about her new blog-- she thinks no one will read-- so everything about it is done to suit her. She never really did an activity out in the world which was just for her before. This is brand new experience.

She liked the concentration of formatting her new blog. She has a taste for meticulous technical work, altho it is something she has never admitted to herself and is unaware of. Working with the form side of things.

This carried her till it was time to leave to go swimming. They went to first pool, but it was closed till 1 o’clock, because lifeguards were cleaning pool. So Bill drove to second pool and they had their swim. It was perfect swim because water is perfect temperature, cold at first, then frostily wonderful, delicious for swimming. Bill had decided to see “Becoming Jane" at dollar movie theater and possibly the movie afterwards, the one he really wanted to see, so they were on a schedule, the movie theater’s schedule. She was hungry when she got home from swimming and had lunch.

Before she left to swim she had emailed 4 friends about her new blog. And made it crystal clear they were under no obligation to click it on. She really meant this and I think they believed it. She told them it was blogging from me, and if they are interested they can read it.

After she had lunch and after Bill left for movies she went in to read mystery on bed, and went in and out of sleep and reading mystery. The air outside was soft and hot from rain-filled clouds. Air inside house was soft and gentle. The pull to sleep has been enormous over the past 4 days. She was only fully awake while she was working on her new blog, or swimming in the frosty water. Other than that, she has been in various steps of sleep state. Half the time she is waking up from sleep and trying to tune into her mind again.

So the afternoon was spent sleeping and reading. Until suddenly she knew something was happening. She was looking out the window from her bed, watching the sky and she felt it.

“Yes something is happening” I said, “and it is huge.” Instantly she pictured disaster.

“Huge doesn’t mean bad,” I said, “huge just means huge, big, very big, major. Memorize today’s date and time, so you will always know when this happened. 9/29/97.” She didn’t know what time it was, when she had gotten up the clock on microwave said 3:39. She figured it was about 10 minutes past that.

“This is a huge shift,” I told her, “huge, the great separation has taken place.”

“What does that mean?” she asked.

“It is the great separation between those who want to love and those who want to cause fear for selfish reasons. Those who are up to good and those who are up to no good. It means for everyone struggling to have happy life, they will be on easy street now. And everyone seeking to cause trouble will get ensnared in their own snares. Because the energy now is so huge. It will lift up those who want to be lifted up, and pull down those who seek to pull others down. You no longer have to worry about the dark machinations of those who pull strings in and around palaces of power. Even those who abet them knowingly or unknowingly, will be pulled down, the press who writes their scenarios for them. You no longer need to worry, the problem is solved. Every effort they make will just pull themselves down further. It will boomerang on them.”

“What about Ron Paul?”

“He will simply roller skate into the presidency. Nothing can stop him now.

“And for you, and for everyone who has been struggling, now is easy street. Now is when it all comes to fruition. This is a very great thing. We have been waiting 2000 years for this. It is cause for celebration. Let’s break out the champagne.

“Let’s celebrate. This could not have been accomplished if you and everyone else had not worked so hard for this. You all did glorious work. This is HUGE.”

And as I talked to Annie and explained this all to her, the skies began to clear. It’s not that the clouds went away, but instead of heavy and wet they just became full of light. And the blue between the clouds became pure blue. There was a great clearing up.

And for first time she stopped being bitter and enraged about the sore mouth ascendancy symptom, which had afflicted her for past 4 days. She realized she had been holding all the energy of this transformation in her body. Everyone has been. The body is just a tool, like the telephone, but the energy which has been thru it has been tremendous. It has just been absorbing more and more energy. The body has been holding it, as well as the mind. That was the tremendous pull towards sleep.

And suddenly she knew why there has been no activity in her life whatsoever (the phone never rang, she got no emails)-- why there was no communication, why she had been left so alone, and everything had come to standstill. Why her life had been reading mysteries on her bed and that’s it. It was all leading up to this huge shift.

And instant the shift happened, she went to her desk, and sure enough there was a phone message from Helen and she called Helen back. Activity had started up again.

And Helen said “I read your new blog and I love it.” And Annie got so excited and happy. She said “you are first one in 3rd, 4th, or 5th dimension who has read it.” I guess Annie was so excited because it was always a conversation between me and Annie, and now suddenly Helen was in the midst of the conversation. She had joined us. That was what thrilled Annie so much. That Helen joined her in the center of her mind, where no one else had ever been before.

And then she worked editing stories on her blog until she couldn’t see straight. By that time she had totally forgotten all about the momentous shift, all about HUGE, all about everything. Her mind was back in her stories, in her lived life, and writing about it.

When suddenly Bill burst into the house with “GREAT NEWS!!!” The man was thrilled out of his mind. He was in joy beyond joy. Because his favorite team, the team which is life and death for him, had not only won for first time, but had played so great Bill said “they will win every game they play now.” Their game began right after the great transition took place. Right after I had promised easy street from now on. And suddenly out of nowhere all of Bill’s wishes had come true.

And suddenly Annie remembered everything I had said as she looked out the window and watched the skies clear. And she said to Bill “great news! I am overjoyed! this is great news!” In the middle of the game he had come in to report, very excitedly, “a beautiful meteor just went past, and it came so close.” “O Bill that is an omen, I am so happy.” And then at 11:11 he came in to report the great news. It just happened. “Finally our team came together, and they played like champs. They will win every game now. This season will go down in football history.”