7:58 am Saturday September 29 2007 “The New Blog”
Communicated from my Higher Self
OK let’s try it out. Annie doesn’t think anyone reads her blogs. She started this second blog as an experiment some months back, for some other purpose. Her purpose then was to concretize her awakening and she had named it "Awake". But her plans did not come to fruition then, and all she did was repost her stories here, the ones she had written at that time.
When she wrote her “Out of This World” story few days back, she thought she would post it here, that it didn’t fit on her regular blog. Which was stories about her daily life. But after posting it here, she wanted it on her regular blog too. She wanted a record of mental changes there also. She thought it lent reality to her blog. That part of her lives in another dimension, and she brought that other dimension in. So again this second blog became superfluous.
And then yesterday evening she got the idea she could blog from Me on it. She thought if no one looks at her other blog, which has her stories up, and which she has occasionally given the link to someone, then how will anyone ever read this blog. She realized there are possibilities to a blog no one sees. She had never blogged from me in any way shape or form, even to help herself, until she was on that spirit forum briefly. They offered free blog space to anyone on their forum, and she used it to blog from me. And to her astonishment others read it. Which encouraged her to do more.
Her blog there, was just if she had a problem of some kind, she would consult Me, I would describe it, and suggest a new way to see it, and she would post it on her blog on spirit forum. And other members of her forum read it.
And she liked doing that because it gave her a chance to blog from Me. She liked having my input. Not only when she lies in bed at night but in black and white. In a communicable form.
I don’t know yet what format to use here, but why not, here goes.
And last evening she did take down a tiny blog from me. She was a total mess and it helped her. Not only what I said. When she got into bed at night she said to me,
"You said ‘Tough!’"
I said “I didn’t say Tough! I would never say Tough! to you. Our hearts beat as one. I said "no big deal, weather it out.’”
“Tough!” is heartless, “no big deal” just puts it in perspective. But it excited her so much to start a new blog, with my input, and to blog from me, that it did distract her from the discomfort she was having last evening, plus her problem of being in empty space. It was a solution.
And she woke up this morning excited about organizing her new blog. Her other blog is so structured, just the short stories she writes and that’s all, that this new one can be wide open. She doesn’t have to limit it in anyway. She doesn’t only have to use it to blog from Me. If she gets a letter she really likes from a friend, and her friend gives permission, she can post it here too. It can be a journal. She will have fun doing that.
And already it seems to be working. She has had 4 days of the "sore mouth ascendancy symptom" and it was getting her down. But this morning she arose with something else on her mind, something which excited her. She is very curious about this blog, I think it will be fun for her and interesting.
She really isn’t happy unless she has a place to put her mind which is another place. She likes to write about her daily life, but when it comes to living it, she likes to have another place to put her mind. To have something which interests her and intrigues, it doesn’t matter what it is.
Politics and news served that purpose for very long time, but she has lost interest. Not exactly lost interest, but she ran into a brick wall. She understands clearly what is going on, but when she tries to communicate her perception, no one wants to hear it. They prefer their own perception. And because it is so dark and dangerous and unseen, she thinks the only way for things to be right, is for it to be seen. Dangerous things going on in the dark, lose their danger instant they are brought to light.
But after monumental effort to bring it to light, she has given up. She would have given up on the whole sh-bang, except that someone is running for President now who is really good, and his Presidency would save the whole situation, without it being necessary to understand who are the dark forces behind it. In other words, if he were President, it would not matter that the whole problem was misperceived, because he is the solution to the problem. And so she is paying attention to and supporting his campaign.
And yesterday she ordered two more bumper stickers for him, to put in front of her car and truck, she had already bought ones for back of car and truck instantly he announced his candidacy.
This time there was a wide selection to choose from, and she does not know if Bill will okay what she chose. It has “LOVE” in big letters, under that “love my country," and under that Ron Paul, the candidate she supports.
Bill had wanted something with freedom in it. But she did not see that till she had already ordered. Her plan is to put them on both car and truck when Bill is still sleeping and hope he doesn’t notice them. The car and truck are really his, he takes cares of them, he drives them, he assumes all responsibility for them. He cleans them. And he has chosen very carefully which sports teams he wants plates for. He may not want “love” in big red letters.
But she woke up yesterday in such a frenzy of frustration from the sore mouth ascendancy problem, it had finally gotten her down, and she had dreamt all night about getting the new Ron Paul stickers. And when she went on a Ron Paul thread at Digg, and someone posted they have nice new stickers to order over at Cafe Press, she got out her credit card and ordered the first one shown. The one with Love. It really helped her to do that. In fact it punctured her bad mood, after that she was able to work her way into an upswing. I hope she can remember that no matter what happens with the bumper stickers. That the act of ordering them on the internet saved her when she needed to be saved. So whatever happens, that 9 dollars is well-spent!!
And she did have one moment of perfect happiness yesterday. There was one moment when all her happiness flooded back. It was so relaxing and happy-making to be happy again. She opened up her arms in joy and said “I am so happy.”
So let’s leave it at that happy note. She ordered two bumper stickers, she is in suspense if Bill will accept them. She started a new blog, she has no idea what it will be. Yes it has been 4 bumpy days, but big deal. Winds of change blow as they will.
And so I send all my love and all my blessings to all
Love, Annie's Higher Self
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