April pretty in Tucson

Margot paints pretty spring morning in Tucson
(Catalina Mountains)

Monday April 7 2008
Communicated by my Higher Self
9:05 am

A birthday came and went and by and large Annie enjoyed the experience. It was most intense the 3 days before, when birthday consciousness overtook her mind. By the day of her actual birthday, the climax had passed, altho it was pleasant culmination.

The day after, it was all gone, which was nice too. It was pleasant that it was over, and regular consciousness returned.

Her life is still in a phase of nothing happening, which she is liking. It is nice to relax in bed in front of tv screen in evenings, even if there are not shows which engage her. It is helping her be more relaxed. And she is waking up with more optimistic outlook. That negative pull which greeted her each time she opened her eyes in morning, hasn't been there for past few days. She is waking up more balanced. Good! That negative pull was like a grey cloud. It never lasted, she would have her coffee her cig turn on her machine, and it would dissipate. But it was there for few years. She'd open her eyes in the morning and think "A new day, who wants it!" It was a distinct lack of enthusiasm about starting up her life again. And she has been waking up neutral the past few days. Some cloud cover in her mind has slipped away.

Spending her evenings watching old reruns of "Beverly Hillbillies" has been very healing for Annie. They are so kind to each other and to everyone else, it moves her mind to a gentler place.

All my love to all of you
and all my blessings to all of you
Love and kisses, Annie's Highe Self